So lately I have felt like I'm in a time machine....it is flying by so so fast! Myla has been in our room in her pack and play for 4 months now. I know it is time to start putting her in her bed, but gosh I am feeling hesitant about it. 4 months is when Merit went to his crib so I have to get it together haha. I realize I'm blessed to have a healthy happy baby girl that will do just fine in her beautiful room however, I dread the move haha. I lay in our bed at night and I can see Myla breathing...I'm really in love with that little darling...NO SERIOUSLY! So we have to hook up the video monitor and maybe try putting her in her room tonight....being that she is 4 months today I guess it is a good time to try. If it doesn't work out tonight then OH WELL....GUESS WE WILL HAVE TO PUT HER BACK IN HER PACK IN PLAY FOR A FEW MORE NIGHTS HAHA.
Myla at 4 months is able to hold her head up really really well...she is starting to roll over(almost...this is my fault b/c she is held ALOT;)) and she loves her bouncy seat! She is starting to reach for toys and loves to put everything in her mouth. I believe she is already starting to teethe b/c she is soooo slobbery and loves to bite on things. I'm still nursing her(super proud that I'm still able to do this) and she is loving it! She is exclusively breastfed. We are so close and at night I love when I am up nursing her with a lamp on and it is just us...she likes to pull away and smile at me now several times during the feeding. She has starting laughing a lot and it is honestly the most adorable thing I've ever seen....I could eat her up.
Merit man is doing good....he is going to be spiderman for halloween and Myla is going to be a flower haha. When he saw himself in the mirror as spiderman he was SOOOOO excited. It's like he couldn't believe his eyes. I love being a mother...there are times when I want to pull my hair out, but I know I'm blessed to feel this way. It's really an honor to be a Mommy. Being needed and being so important to these two little ones feels good. Myla is honestly like an addiction...I breathe her baby smell in and feel so much love my heart could burst.

